Looking Up

I know I've been kinda down, sad, and angry lately.  Let's just say that I've been going through a lot.  And my emotions being all out of whack, doesn't help.  But in this past 2 weeks or so, my real true friends have shown their colors.  They've helped pick me up, when I've felt down.  They've shared kind words and conversations with me.  But above anything, these individuals have been there for me.

My life is shifting, and I can feel it.  And, maybe thats why my emotions are on the fritz.  Maybe I'm trying to hold together things that aren't necessarily meant to be held together anymore.  But in this moment, I'm making this agreement with my self that I'll let it go.

It's time in my life that I take this step.  To grow more wise from my experiences.  To not let people use me anymore.  And to actually stand up for myself.  I've started doing that, and it actually felt good.  

So all in all, I'm ready for my emotions to start lookin up.  Because let me tell ya, I'm tired of all this crying and being sad shit.