I dunno what it is with today, but I dont feel like writing. I'm just really lethargic and tired. I have a lot on my mind, yet don't feel like talking. I'm just emotionally drained.
I guess I'm just tired. Tired of people making me feel like a bitch for being honest and standing up for myself. Like it's okay for everyone else to have feelings and whatnot, but the minute I bring mine up, I just feel like they're not valid anymore. I mean, it is my own fault. I'm the one that chose to surround myself with people like this. So, why I am even surprised is strange. I mean I shouldn't be. I should have seen this coming from a mile away.
Kyle says I sound like someone who is the subject of abuse because I'm always feeling like I can take one more emotional punch, while hoping that the next time they'll change. They never do.
And I feel this is a big part of why my self-esteem is so poor.
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