Oh goodness. I remember why getting in shape has never been fun. My body feels like noodles and the beginning always makes me feel like I'm dying. But I'm proud of myself, because I'm pushing myself through it.
After my surgery I saw myself at a low of 120 lbs. Granted, I looked super unhealthy, but thats beside the point. A year and a half later I've put on all the weight I lost. Now I don't wanna be back at 120, but I'd definitely like to lose a little of this weight. But in the process I'd like to see myself more healthy. I'm getting there.
About a week ago or so, I started jogging again. Just around the neighbor hoods, but its a start. And that mixed with my "homegrown" cardio, I am feeling better about myself. I feel stronger and my body is slowly starting to shed pounds.
Now if only I could get that diet of mine a little more under control. I mean, I don't eat super unhealthy, which is good. Mostly that is due to my "transplant" diet. I have to keep things more balanced. I just need to focus more on cutting the rest of the unhealthy stuff out.
All in all though, I'm proud that I'm pushing myself.
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