Hiatus

So, I know I've taken a short hiatus from my daily blog.  I just needed some readjusting time.  My life completely changed this last month, and I've been tryin to just keep track of myself.

I started working again, for one.  And, let me just say this, I never thought I'd be a morning person.  But I'm pullin it off.  Maybe thats just a part of really getting older.  Go to bed early, get up early, complete the daily routine and then start all over again.

I've also done a lot of thinking, and pondering.  Realizing where I've been in my life.  Seeing where I am now.  Knowing now that I truly am proud of myself and where I'm at in my life.  Even in this past year, I've matured so much more than I already had.  Seeing life and death in a different light.  Seeing myself in a different light.  Realizing that not only did I get dealt a tough situation in life (health-wise), but I SURVIVED it.  I look at pictures of myself before my surgery, right after my surgery, and then pictures from more recent days.  I realize how sickly I looked, and how healthy I am now.  I dunno, it's just a real amazing feeling.

Needless to say, I'm very proud of myself.